what do you want me to do?? fight others? why? i have nothing with which to fight them ... like i have done any better for myself. i care, but not enough to speak things i do not understand. what song is it you would like me to sing that i have not already sung? if you're expecting something from me, be specific when making your request. maybe i am to be rejected. is it what i desire of you? i desire you ... i hope for you ... i cry for you ... how well do you really know me? you must ... and you seem to be rejecting me in the most painful way possible .. in a way where i can only fail so that i bear the shame of not bringing about what it is i most desire. you offer in a way where the only possible way we could fail is the only sure we could fail ... by me, who will have no one else to blame but me. as if i did not already blame me.
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